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Originally Posted by AstralBooBaby on September 7, 2011 at 7:30 PM

Hey FAM!

Today (9/7/2011), I received an email inquiry from one of our devoted family members, who goes by the name of George Patterson, regarding a comment that I posted in a forum that he had begun about the probabilities or ‘possibilities’ surrounding 2012… I provided a response and thought that it would be a fine idea to share his question and my response (with his permission of course), with the greater community, since others are pondering the same kind of questions and concerns. It is my sincerest wish that we remain focus and not allow the distractions, fear-mongering and propaganda deter us; keep your heart-light beaming and your ‘mind’s eye’ on the prize!

GEORGE’S EMAIL

“Hello Astralboobaby, I hope you are well. I noticed you responded to one of the forum posts I made and the changes that are occurring worldwide. The purpose of my email is to ask you plain and simply if there is anything to feel hopeful about in the near future because right now I just want to go, pass over. I am always in mental torment, my relationship with my family is not good and I'm suffering all the time with depression and a lack of opportunity. Even if I cannot improve my own situation is there anything on the horizon that will uplift mankind or are we in for yet another brutal torturous road ahead. Between videos you make you say there's more going on behind the scenes and I wonder what you mean. If the 5th dimension is slowly being introduced to this dimension then I should be feeling uplifted and happy and hopeful shouldn't I ?”

ABB RESPONSE

Yes, I am doing well and thanks for asking... I would like to take this time to answer your question -- everything is ultimately leading towards the highest good for ALL but those who are more focused on 'doomsday', 'hate', 'terrorism (those who create and perpetuate them)', greed and 'spitefulness', etc., will not realize this as quickly as those of us who no longer want to live in or tolerate this kind of negativity and all of it's ramifications... Mother earth is ready to ascend into the 5th dimensional realm; a place where great negativity cannot exist... Those who harbor negativity (destructive non-harmonic energies) and intent will either taken off of the planet or their physical anchors will die off due to a sudden illness, dis-ease or natural disaster... They cannot nor will not be able to match the increasing energetic frequency in order to stay anchored on a lighter vibratory planet (hence, proof of a higher vibratory planet is the acceleration of time as we know it)... Right now, our bodies are still dense but not as dense as they were say, last year or the year before and the density is becoming less and less as time passes -- the faster a planet spins or vibrates, the less dense it and all of its inhabitants are... Negative Beings (physical or non-physical) are dense and rely on density and negativity to exist or hold their anchor onto a respective vibratory realm... This is what the end of 2012 is ultimately bringing - a HUGE acceleration in the vibratory spin of the planet and this is where things will really get shaken up!

As previously stated; those of us who hold onto great levels of negativity depend on a slow-vibratory spin to exist but as the current of life speeds up and the elements demands a lighter heart, mind and soul, they will not be able to acclimate... Therefore, they will then leave and ultimately go onto an evolutionary plane or planet that suits their vibrational field and will continue evolving from there... Yes, the tide or pendulum is shifting but in order for it to fully manifest - all that has created the former world that we know, must fall apart (this is happening now), so that the new can emerge... The new paradigm will make it far more difficult for negativity to prevail or dominate and in due time, there will be a time in history where no negativity will exist on the planet. The reason why and how this will be done is because polarity will no longer be needed or permitted... So you see, once the planet culls off those things that creates destruction, negativity, greed, war, isms, inequality, etc., we will have the realization of a peaceful reality and this is much closer than we think! I really understand how you feel about being sick of living here -- truthfully, I have felt this way for most of my life because I've never felt connected to anything here but my relationships with family and friends...

This current material world is for the birds (so to speak) and yes, this period is going to be extremely challenging for us all (yes, all of us light workers are feeling it to some degree or another too)... Let me give you a quick analogy of what we are going through at this time; we are all going through a collective labor to give birth to a new life... When one is in labor, there is great pain and discomfort and sometimes the pain and suffering is so excruciating, one may feel like they are close to death but just before we can take it no more - the birth of a beautiful life is produced! Instantly all of the pain stops and life is no longer the same as it was before this new life came into view... This new life brings new prospects and potential and to the birther - the temporal pain and suffering given was worth the end result... So hang in there and know that before you know it - the labor will be over! There is much, much, more to look forward to -- KNOW it and OWN it (o:

One of the things that has helped me navigate through some of the harshest and most difficult challenges in life was and is my innate magnetism to joy and humor – so that I WILL smile and LAUGH... I have laughed a LOT in my life and ironically, I have even found ways to look back on some pretty harsh and challenging times, and laugh at some things that were ‘no laughing matter’ at the time I was going through it... One of the main reasons why I am so very close to my sister, nieces and nephews and certain cousins is because we rarely ever part ways without finding laughter and humor in something, be it a situation or ourselves. We literally and figuratively tickle one another’s funny bones like no other and this reinforces our bond and closeness.

Many of us are walking around too uptight, on edge, fearful, worried and just too pessimistic. Starting today, I challenge all who read this forum to begin finding ways to see humor in yourselves and others… Learn to just LET GO and LAUGH! Or better yet, go to a comedy store or rent a DVD of some good comedians and JUST LAUGH! Be like a child and play with the children in your life, as if you were one of them and JUST LAUGH. After all, laughter is and will always be one of our greatest natural medicines and I have provided a great article below, that breaks down the mechanics as to why the aforementioned statement is a proven fact.

I just wanted to take a quick moment to share a powerful and vivid dream that I had this morning… The entire dream was/is pretty linear-like and lengthy, so I am going to cut some corners and share the heart and main gist of the dream and m‘impression’ and interpretation of it means for you and I...

The dream had begun with me viewing the outside structure of a massive hotel building… I had begun viewing the scene from a very broad ‘midway angle and point of perspective’, which means that it was as if I was this massive awareness looking at the building midway in the air. As I was looking at this building, my attention immediately focused on three (3) men on two suspended scaffolds (1 man on one scaffold and 2 on the other). They were hovering or hanging about midway of the building structure. The men weren’t fixing anything nor where they cleaning the windows (typical use of how I have seen scaffolds being used). Instead, they were attaching and anchoring two super large banners… One banner had in large red fonts “Hotel” and the second banner had in large read “11” (Hotel 11). When I had seen this, I was thinking with both my lucid mind state perspective as well as my physical mind’s perspective; ‘hmmm, wonder what this is?’, 'I want to go inside and investigate!' The next thing I know, I am on the inside of the building viewing and perceiving from a human point of view. I remember walking into an elevator and pressing the number ‘11’ on the elevator panel… I had instinctively felt that there was a message for me on the 11th floor of this dream-state structure and so I went... I didn’t feel or experience the typical movement of riding up on an elevator… Instead, I push the button, the door closed and reopened and there I was, on the 11th floor!

When the elevator door opened, it was as if I was walking into some kind of convention or the lobby of a concert hall or crowded movie theater… There were people that I didn’t recognize walking the halls, as if there was some kind of convention taking place. As I seemed to be floating through the scene, I noticed that the people there looked to be of all walks of physical life. They were all looking at various scenes within this hotel with wonder, curiosity and amusement. The hotel rooms had walls and dividers within them but from the outside looking in, we could see what was going on within each room. It was as if there were no doors or walls to shield the occupant’s privacy. Those who were on the inside of these hotel rooms didn’t seem to notice that there were all kinds of people walking by and watching them. They were just carrying on with whatever they were doing, as if there was not another person or thing in sight! The people inside of the hotel rooms and those who were on the outside, appeared to be just as ‘solid and real’ to my mind’s eye, if not more-so than people would appear in ‘this’ reality.

Here’s where the dream got really interesting… In one of the rooms, was an energetic impression of one of the media’s most overt celebrity fixations in recent years -- Lindsay Lohan! Unlike everyone else that I had seen, she didn’t appear as solid or ‘real’… Instead, she looked more like a hologram! Ironically, the lighting, quality and texture of her looked identical to the Michael Jackson and Tupac holograms (click here for point of references)… She (Lindsay Lohan) was sitting in a lotus position in the middle of her hotel room, staring off with no clear direction of focus. She was chanting in a strange tongue or language and she appeared to be ‘sprung out’ or 'high' on something… The next and last room that I had come to was very interesting to say the least… It was my aunt Clara! My aunt Clara transitioned from this world in 2009. When I had seen her, she was looking away, paying attention to the white linens that she was folding and neatly putting away in her drawers but at the same time, I sensed and felt that she was the only Being who ‘knew’ that I was there! It was as if she had eyes in the back of her head…

 Actress, Lindsay Lohan

When I had seen my aunt Clara and just ‘knew’ that she sensed and saw me and upon this feeling and in an instant, I found myself inside of her room, standing to her right side! Honestly, I can’t seem to recall every word that she said to me in the dialogue we had but I remember her communicating something about “the show” – “do you like the show?” I also remember her communicating something about my cousin Cookie; my aunt’s only surviving daughter. Although I don't remember every word spoken or communicated, I do recall her intention, feelings and impressions behind the words! She gave me the impression that everything is/was going better than even I am realizing... She wanted me to never loose sight that we are but 'characters' playing our role in the greatest show in the cosmos! That WE are in essence all apart of a massive real life Truman Show or ‘real’ reality show but most have forgotten this but a few were destined remember this fact, as part of the collective plot! She had given me the impression that we are ALL super-stars and celebrities in the grand scheme and our own right but the earth detractors and MANipulators of artificial light, uses their celebrity ‘cast’ system (among other systems) to keep the illusion of rank in importance, prestige and value alive and well. The aforementioned is done, so that we continuously doubt ourselves and loose sight of true equality and everyone’s equal value and worth… She reminded me that when such beliefs and systems are in place, we continuously forget who and what we truly are!

I got the impression that in a few unfolding plots, Lindsay Lohan will be used as ‘major’ distraction (the same way that has been done in the past) at a pivotal point in linear time but we must not allow ourselves to get distracted. In addition, I had gotten the impression that we are ALL being watched (some moreso than others, of course) and that there is no real privacy. This is being expressed and shared, not to generate paranoia or fear but because this we need to know, so that we may begin to stand in our truth no matter what. That way, we won’t live a life of hiding, when in fact, ‘hiding’ is yet another layer of the grand illusion!

I would be remiss if I were not to come back to the number 11 because not only was it a strong theme in the dream that I had just shared but it is and has been for years, a constant reminder and theme in our physical lives… Like many of you, I have been seeing this number 11:11 everywhere (digital clocks, receipts, email messages and the likes). My deceased aunt’s house address starts with 1101 .(click here to learn more about the most common symbolic meaning of the number 11).. My aunt’s birth date was the 29th (2+9 =11) and my aunt made her transition in 2009 (2+9=11)(click here to learn more about the most common symbolic meaning of the number 11)..… My aunts birthday month is March (the 3rd month of the year)... The number three (3) is synonymous to the holy trinity or the biblical story of the 3 wise men. Also, remember the 3 men, outside of the hotel building putting up the banner? It’s all symbolic of the spiritual power and relevance behind the number 3…   Those who are privy to astrology will most likely understand the relevance of what I am sharing in this regard… Is this all a coincidence? I don’t think so.

In closing, I share this dream with you guys to remind you to please pay attention to your dreams – (lucid or not). Write dream journals and learn how to decode or interpret them as best as you can because there’s more to them than we have been taught or even realize… Your dreams may well be a powerful reminder, revelation and or prophesy for you, your family or humanity! So stay hydrated and mindful of your dreams!

Thank you for taking the time to read this entry to completion

Immeasurable love, 

ABB a.k.a. AstralBooBaby

The advent of the Age that we live in allows us to integrate what once used to be kept adamantly separate - science and spirit. Science is an extension of Spirit and is not something that should be ignored, suppressed or held higher than another extension of Spirit. It is simply a tool but a very powerful one at that. Quantum physics is an area that is rapidly delving into the unknown, the playground of spirituality, and it is emerging with truths that are akin to some of the most ancient truths ever taught on the planet. Everything is One. Everything is Connected. Everything has purpose.

Take a look at your hand, it is right in front of you. What does it look like? You can see the contours of it and your fingers and thumb. And it is hard. Look at the floor or a chair and assess the same things, the contours, the textures. It feels hard to you. Well, this is actually an illusion. Physics shows us that in actuality, your hand is in constant flux, vibrating with energy at differing levels of density.

Einstein's E = MC2 literally means energy equals mass times the speed of light squared. In other words, mass or matter is just another form of energy. This is a crucial aspect of spirituality - everything is energy. Matter, physical matter is in fact an illusion. When we go right down to the molecular level - there are simply atoms re-arranged differently...this is what makes matter! Physical matter is simply energy moving at a very slow speed. Yet we see matter as distinctive and we see it as defined. When we go to the molecular level there is no barrier that makes the chair hard, there is simply a friction of energy between your slowly moving atoms at the edge of your hand and the slow moving atoms at the edge of the chair

So what does this mean? This means that we must change the way we perceive reality. Traditionally we have been taught in nearly every part of our society that we are separate to our outer world. We are taught that the outer world is a separate place to us. However, quantum physics is proving how even at the molecular level we are connected to everything. For example, when we touch that chair, there is an energy transference - meaning that a part of our energy is transferred to the chair and simultaneously a part of that chair's energy is taken on by us. This applies to all things - plants, animals, rocks, all physical objects. This means that we are constantly merging with the reality around us, we are constantly changing - on the quantum level, life is in reality a giant soup of energy. The only thing that defines this soup as separate is our minds. This is because our senses cannot process energy moving at high speeds, this is why we see a chair as a chair and not as a set of slowly-moving atoms in a giant soup of reality. Quantum physics doesn't just end there.

In 1982, Alain Aspect proved Bell's Theorem where subatomic particles, under certain circumstances, are able to instantaneously communicate with each other irrespective of distance. Basically whatever happens to one particle will be reflected by its counterpart, even if it is on the other side of the Universe. This discovery violates Einstein’s theory that no communication can travel faster than the speed of light. This means that at the molecular level, at the energetic level, we are connected to everything around us, to other people, to animals, to the rocks to other stars! Ok, so we appreciate the science but what does this really mean?

This is where spirituality kicks in. Spirituality has taught about the interconnectedness in all things from the very beginning. Spirituality has also taught how we are all One - all connected and all being part of a moving ocean, where one molecule of water affects the whole in profound ways. Spirituality also allows us to see the purpose in all of this. It is spirituality that allows us to understand the purpose of this energy, to discover what this energy essentially represents - why are we all One? What does this Oneness mean and above all else what part do we play in this Oneness?

As we begin to view things in terms of energies we begin to understand the world as an energetic place with ourselves as energetic being within and part of that world. Spiritually, everything happens on an energetic level, since of course everything is energy. So for example, our emotions and thoughts are various frequencies of energy, vibrating at certain levels. However, these emotions and thoughts are not contained within ourselves, as been traditionally thought. Instead, these emotions and thoughts that we feel and create are interacting with everyone around us and on a greater level, the entire planet and Universe. The Butterfly effect is a good example of this. Here when a butterfly flaps its wings in Japan, a storm brews in London. Every single event in life has repercussions, whatever they may be. As we begin to recognize that our thoughts and emotions are interacting with others, and that we interact with others' thoughts and emotions, we begin to recognize the true interconnectedness of life.

And it is Interconnectedness that provides us with the understanding that we are irrevocably connected to the Whole. Always remember, the Whole is Incomplete without you and would not even exist if You were taken away.

I often say at the end of my videos “continue to question, learn and grow” because we are all still evolving works in progress, regardless of how much we know or ‘think’ we know. I really do challenge myself to learn something every day of my life. In fact, there’s not a day that goes by that I don’t learn something about the world, people; the cosmos or myself… This not only expands my mind and awareness but this keeps me motivated to exist on a planet that I still feel like an outsider to. There are many things that I have gone through over the past 2 or so years that had put me on the rollercoaster ride of my life.

As many of you already know, I am an intuitive and empath and the inherent sensitivity that comes along with this ability makes all forms of energy work, 10 times more intense! There are only two (2) people in my life, my sister and very best friend who have witnessed, knew of and know about the things that I have endured (both past and present). I would always push through my challenges, pressures, trials and tribulations wearing a smile on my face, when deep down inside, I may well be feeling and having things going on or happening to me, that is nothing to smile about. Yet still, I would push aside my authentic feelings and thoughts developed from a lifetime of a ‘habit’ that I’ve developed very early in life. The ‘habit’ previously mentioned is this: consistently putting the wants, thoughts, feelings and needs of others before and in lieu of my own. Now some people may say or think that this is a ‘good thing’ because it’s a sign of one who is very unselfish but being one who has lived this way, for as far back as I can remember, I will attest that having this state of mind can definitely be a detriment.

As one who realizes that just about everything that happens in our lives is being created or magnified by our own thoughts, energies and/or life path’s agreement; I have finally grasped something that one of my closest friends have been saying to me for years… She would always say to me; ‘you need to start knowing your value and worth because you ‘deserve’ so much more than you are allowing or realize’… Unbeknownst to me, she was speaking of the law of allowance… I’ve known this particular friend for a long time and she has been one who has consistently told me that I give away far, far, too much of myself, time and energy without any thought or consideration of the inner-imbalance I was creating as the result. She has heard of and know of the guilt and hurt that I would feel when I am not able to help or do for others (strangers or otherwise) who are in need … Somehow, I would take on the thought that I am responsible for the happiness of all who cross my path or sought direction or help from me. Why was I doing this?

What’s the root of these extreme cases of unselfishness ? The answer to this rhetorical question didn’t hit me until very recently and that my inner-child; the one who had endured years of systematic sexual, emotional and psychological abuse… He wants to rescue everyone in pain or in need because no one rescued him from his pain and long suffering! Yes! This all stems from my own projection onto others, whose pain and suffering that I see or feel. That inner-child cannot and could not accept His value because He was taught and made to feel that he deserved nothing but pain, abandonment and other’s taking advantage of Him. He believed that he deserved nothing that would bring him true happiness, wealth and abundance! I understand that pain and suffering are the elements that creates energy streams of compassion and empathy but where do I or we begin setting boundaries and drawing lines?

I’ve said it before and I will state it again; we are living in a time where we are all being forced to face and deal with our inner demons, struggles, secrets and shame. The energy shift on the planet is forcing it all to the surface and no one is exempt from having some residuals, be it from their present life or past life… Many will resist their energy clearing work but resistance will only make 'toiling in the fields' (so to speak) all the more painful and turbulent! You see family and friends, in the past two years or so, I have resisted my own clearing work in many ways because I continued to denounce and ignore my own value and worth! The aforementioned is not a statement of arrogance or ego – this realization comes from a lifetime of trials - tribulations and error!

Even considering all of what I have just shared, I am still one of the most unselfish people that I know and this will not change, but  what will change is the frequency and velocity in which I give of myself.

All of the things that we ‘must get’ but ‘won’t get’ will come to the surface whether we want it to or not. Our outer world will attract, create and magnify our residual imbalances, not as a form of punishment but an opportunity for us to ‘deal and heal’… Given that many people who walk the ‘authentic’ spiritual path tend to be people who do not recognize that they or we ‘deserve’ wealth, happiness and anything our hearts desire – I especially want you all to heed my message… KNOW and OWN your worth!

Some people and ‘special interest groups’ have conditioned and taught the world over, that in order to be ‘really spiritual’ we should basically be broke, destitute and work for free, for the benefit of others 24/7 (a slave). When we believe and accept this way of thinking; we create this reality for ourselves! How many of those who teach these things, who happen to be religious or of the worldly influence, live a life of being broke, destitute and giving themselves ‘freely’ 24/7? The religious communities have billions of supporters all over the world… They have resources and billions in monetary means (mostly through offerings and donations) that 'allows' them the power to purchase and create programs, campaigns and build venues to fellow-ship, recruit and expand their ministry to no end, but why hasn’t the spiritual community done anything remotely close to this scale?

These communities roll into abundance because they’ve given themselves the ‘allowance’ to have abundance and their supporters accept and respond accordingly… There is nothing wrong with tapping into this universal right but there is definitely something wrong with teaching the spiritual community; those who suffer and are marginalized the most, that wanting the same things that they have and take for granted is egotistical, selfish or a sign of 'in-authenticity'!

Some people tend to see someone such as myself as one who has it all figured out, not because I have ever stated this about myself - I am 'realistic' enough to comprehend that this is not, nor will ever be the case for me or anyone else having a human experience... On the contrary, I have publicly stated that I too am still learning and growing and what I have just shared with you in this blog, is just another lesson learned the hard way – I ‘deserve’ real peace, happiness and abundance because this is the Almighty Creator ‘s decree for US ALL.

Many of the oppressive and MANipulative forces around us have figured this out and they revel in their abundance but we who have been conditioned or abused to a point of submission have yet to tap into ours.... We must really ‘grasp this’concept! The Almighty Creator energy force cannot or will not ‘make us’ see our worth and value – we must come to this ULTRAstanding on our own time and accord. So, if you haven't begun seeing all of what I have shared in this regard, let us begin doing so right now!

Not long ago, I was visiting my sister and one of my many cousins happened to be there with her 12 year old daughter… Eventually, we all greeted one another with hugs and settled down in our respective areas. As we (the adults) sat in the living room talking and the children were in their rooms playing, we suddenly heard the beating of drums from my youngest nephew room; this wasn’t unusual but what was unusual was that the beats that we heard was rhythmic, fluid and compelling! My youngest nephew had just gotten the drum-set as a birthday gift and wasn’t very good at playing them (not yet anyway). No one else in the household played drums like that, so (the adults) were thinking and asking, who’s playing those drums so well? We all got up to investigate and what did we find? My cousin’s 12 year old daughter was playing the drums! I then said, ‘wow, I didn’t know you played drums’ and she replied with awe and excitement in her eyes, ‘I didn’t know I could play drums either’… It was in that moment that we all realized that she had a natural talent for playing the drums and had she not been exposed to a drum-set, she may well have missed this revelation.

I share this quick story as a pre-text to remind you all that whether we know it or not, we all have at least one talent and yes, many of us either have an inner-knowing as to what or talent is very early in life or we ‘discover’ what our talent is earlier than most. However, some of us will have to search a little deeper to find out what our talent is. How do we do this? By LIVING and experiencing with as many things that you wouldn’t think of trying or doing as much as possible. Who knows, you may have a talent at tennis, golf, checkers or chess (these are just examples) but if you never try any of these things, how will you know one way or another? If we don’t try things that we wouldn’t ordinarily consider, we may miss out on something really key to our life! Go beyond the cultural or social expectations for your existence (mind)! Yes! Push your limits! Think outside of the box and you just might find not only your talent but your passion and purpose all rolled into one! Hence, here is yet another example of how staying in boxes and not expanding one’s consciousness can stagnate one’s evolution and purpose in life.